Gooning is starting to feel so good and normal to a point that’s almost scary

I’m glad I found this community and well, the tittle pretty much says it all but I’ll elaborate.

The time between relapses has gotten shorter and shorter over the past months and the bitter feeling after doing it it’s becoming a thing from the past. Like I can finish by accident while gooning and I just don’t get the clarity that I used to get, instead I just get slightly less aroused for a little bit and it goes up to a 100 again. I had never experienced this and not only that, two days ago it happened twice in the same sess.

One day this last week I found myself gooning for hours like crazy and then going about my day, doing everything I had to do only to come back home and start gooning again. It’s like this thing it’s sort of becoming part of my lifestyle, literally.

I just don’t find myself wanting to find ways to push this habit away but to be better at doing what I gotta do every day while maximizing my time gooning, and to clarify, I’ve also been thinking this when I’m NOT horny sometimes.

Anybody has experienced or is experiencing something like this??