i hate being 14F liking all genders

i hate always being in the dilemma where i'm thinking do i have a friend crush, crush, do i want to be them or do i just admire them? im omnisexual with female preference and holy shit is it confusing. the girl who I say I have a crush on at first yeah i did but now i think they're just really cool and i wanna be friends with them. am i wanting to spend time with a certain friend cause i feel the need to make them like me as a friend or as someone they could like romantically cause some friends I really think are cool and look up to. there's a stereotype where people say "oh you like all genders so you find everyone hot" and while yes, also no. everyone is kind of hot it's very messy and confusing. anyways that's my rant

TLDR do i like them in what way i hate liking everyone don't mean to be that teen but being 14 is messy

also not in the mood for any sort of homophobia