Will she return?

It's been 2 months on no contact, I know that she is okey from friends of mine that go to the same school as her. She was my first relationship (I'm 17M), this relationship lasted 3 years. She was my everything, the reason that I smile and have a happy life. Until today I miss her like crazy, I don't want to love someone else, I just want her again in my life.

Yesterday I just passed outside her house (the place with the most memories) while riding my motorcycle and I just started crying like crazy, I couldn't drive so I parked and I was like a psycho in the streets.

Do you think she will return? Should I break no contact in her birthday? I have so many questions.