Emotions relating to OCD?

Does anyone else feel like they haven't experienced emotions the correct or same way since they've developed OCD?

I believe I suffer from POCD and then it spread to malevolence OCD and emotions have been off for me ever since last year when the them of POCD started. I was only diagnosed when I was suffering from the thoughts for over 3-5 months and I remember fighting so hard against them. I think I burned out, it was like whenever the topic went to the theme of my OCD my empathy shut down. I'm doing better than I was before, don't trying to force myself to feel guilt and empathy but the thoughts and spirals still occur and I guess I'm afraid that I'm a far cry of who I wanted to be?