being pussyfree turned me into a sissy

Im a little ashamed of this, but this year Im celebrating 10 years of being pussyfree. Im not bad looking, but I'm very introverted and submissive, which doesn't go down well with girls. That's why it never happened. At some point, I started to see myself as a beta. I became more and more feminine and got attention from men. At some point, I lost hope and started to become a sissy 🎀 Since then, I've let so many men use me online and have learned to love serving dominant men. But i'm not gay i guess! Maybe that's my purpose, and now I'm proud of it. I would like to have a girlfriend, but I'm too afraid 🥺