I wish I was better

To my one and only Leh-mon. It's been a decade, but I still think about you every now and then. I was just a stupid teenager and I didn't realize that I treated you poorly. I'm so sorry. And even though I tried to reconnect, you told me you didn't want anything to do with me.

The painful memories don't flare up as much as they used to, but it hurts massively when they do. I wish I had stayed... even having you as a friend would've been valuable. Maybe we'll meet again in another life?