Can’t function. Can’t think. Can’t eat. Can’t drink.

My 5 year relationship got over day before yesterday. She decided on leaving because she doesn’t feel the love anymore. It’s been going bad since January and I tried fighting for the love I always say in her eyes for me.

I bought a ring few months back and was going to propose her but sadly that’s also an event which is just adding to the hurt I am feeling.

Recently she’s turned abusive which I could not accept ever so I had to stop fighting as well

It just seems impossible to even think she’s gone. I can talk to her over call but that doesn’t change anything. I can’t really understand how to cope up with this.

This person is the same person who could fight the world for me. I have had previous relationships but none had the assurance like we had for each other and yet it feels like I am broken now.

I don’t know if life ends here but I would love it for it to end without hurting anyone else.