My never ending addiction and love for porn.

Porn got me good. Before, I never knew what an addiction felt like. At first I treated this only as a sexual fantasy, I was thinking that it could disseapear easily.

It was a few month ago but now things are differents, I look at porn and models on instagram mostly everyday.

I started edging, I never did that before and It change the whole thing. It can happen that I don’t look at porn and instagram for a few days thinking I make some progress but the relapse after make me even weaker than before.

I know more porn stars names and I even have some favorite.

I even got dreams where I was gooning like an animal. Its scary and hot at the same time, thinking that I get deeper and deeper everytime I relapse and pump for porn again and again. I also start to develop an affection, I miss it sometimes and I need it like a drug. Even writing this turn me on a little bit.

Is that what an addiction feel like ?