Pg in kota f15(help needed)

To meri mummy ko ek ladki se baat krna h pg k related😭 wo bina jane kisi k bare m nhi jane degi, na hi mujhe hostel m rhna h. Joining allen this month. Kya karu, na hi jnko ye reddit insta k bare m laya h. Can anyone suggest smth KYUKI UNKO BOOJHNA H DIRECT BACCHO SE SUR UNKE PARENTS SE NA KI DIRECT PG WALE SE😭 I dont want to be in sm strict shi, I js wanna live just like I am. Ghar m mujhe bs nahi rehna mujhe kaise v krke moveout kr jaana hai