Kya karu

RONA DHONA HAI, NOTHING IMP I took a drop year for CLAT and got (Goa), failed. I finally moved on and planned a partial drop to try again, but everything is falling apart. My parents initially told me I could study anywhere.. but now they claim NLUs are too far and won't let me go. They are insisting on a local or nearby college. If this was always their plan, why didn't they tell me sooner? Perhaps they lost hope because I didn't get a top-tier NLU?? Can this be a reason?? We can't afford private colleges yet they won't let me retake clat. Why did they tell me I could do whatever I wanted? Even during my CLAT 2026 prep, they were so casual about it and didn't even provide coaching. They don't take me seriously, and deep down I know why, it’s because I’m a girl, to them career for a girl ain't that important even though they both are well educated STRANGE RIGHT?? They have left me feeling completely lost. I have no desire to study anymore I am exhausted and have no energy left to fight. They have failed me :)