i had a secret affair with my best friend's dad (20F)

I (20F) have had a crush on her dad (M49) for years. Every time I saw him I craved him even more. One day a few years ago he came over to my apartment to help me change the battery on my car. I offered for him to come inside for something to drink. When we got inside I went to my room and decided I had to try. Took off my clothes and put on matching bra and panties. When I walked into the front room he stared and watched me come towards him. I felt like crying I was so nervous and I begged him to say something. He stood up to meet me and told me I’m just as beautiful as I’ve always been and he leaned down and kissed me. We spent the next two hours in my bed exploring each other. His cock filling me just how I imagined it would. My orgasms being bigger than I’ve ever felt. And for the next three years I was his secret. The most amazing three years of my life!