This is a weird rant here in Miami

I'm a guy in my 30s already and ready to take my next step but.... Girls in the city only want to used condoms every if we go get tested. In the rare occasion that I'm allowed to go in natural girls always want to take a plan b because "I just want to have fun not ready to the party to end" I'm like but I want my seed to grow in you! I want to actually get a girl pregnant and keep it. Is it weird for me to have that desire?