Yah

I cant use this place to try to deal with my lonely and my missing her. I forgive you g. Let it go, but we can't use it anymore. You dont ever know when she'll come back here. And it doesnt help. You could rage write about the worst thing you can think up, it wont help anymore. Idk if it ever did. Keep with the appointments, we're making progress. Serious progress. Feeling like it doesnt matter bc we arent gonna be around people isnt a good enough reason to stop. You promised her. So do it...and try not to bother her... dont bother her....😓 just go get in the car.