Haridwar trip got Naughty with Cousin (F21)

It's been days I wanted to share this with someone because if i keep a secret my tummy never settles. And it's not something i would share with my friend cause i dont trust her anymore,

It was about near Diwali last my family and cousin's decided to go to haridwar for a nice long trip and explore Uttarakhand's beauty and talking about him we both are in college he is 2 yrs older than me. We share a bond like real siblings and we met like every month atleast month for chat and snack times, when we both received words that we are going on a trip together we were so happy.

Everything was pretty normal during whole journey but when we went to checkin in a dharanshala nearby ghat uncle bought 3 rooms one for them one for my parents and last for me and my cousin. We have stayed together on trips before so it was normal for us sharing a room alone. We went and put our luggages to places and than i wore jeans and kurti and he was in traditional attire. We went to ghat and did pooja and than when we had to dip our heads in water i was scared af because i dont know swimming and the water was extremely cold for me to even stand. But as my father insisted and helped me to do it thrice i ran away to my aunt and sat with her wet as everyone was nearby who did that ritual.

I started sneezing and mom was worried and she took me to eat something hott we drank a tea and went back because i couldnt find anything worthy eating. (hate oily foods) I was sitting again on side and watching em bath and thats when i noticed that my cousin was staring a women she was bathing but she was in tshirt and her nipples were visible and my cousin was shamelessly staring her. I watched it for moment and than he scratches his dick which was evidently hard in his lungi type attire but i ignored and went to visit another small temple nearby.

Around half an hour we met again and decided to change and shower than rest as we had a long journey already, and continue touring tom morning. We ate at a Restaurant and went to hotel.

Me and my cousin went to room locked it and he went in bathroom to get changed I started changing near window but didnt close at it was river facing and nothing wasinfront the air coming was cozy. I removed my jeans and kurti and As soon i wrap a towel i see my cousin staring me from bathroom. I told him to either use bathroom or let me cause i was tired he said he is using it and while he was in his undies he removed them and god his dick i had glances of it previous times but it was so veiny and erect he closed the door after that and came after showering. I went inside and started geyser as this fool turned it off, i brushed and i was waiting he knocked i said what now? He replies he wants something and i let him come inside he took his underwear and stared at me than holded his penis from his short and went outside.

I bathed and came in room lights were off and i thought he was asleep as there were only street light coming from open window nothing else. so i removed my towel as was finding my nightdress in my bag and someone knocked on door. My cousin turned on lights, i was naked infront of him and i rushed to bathroom he was shocked for a bit but i told him to open quickly. It was my dad he had bought some medicine for my cold and he gave it to him, my cousin said i was bathing so he went away saying goodnight but than he just came in bathroom. I was standing hiding my nipples he said now i have seen everything whats the point of hiding and take this medicine first.

I came out nodding and wore my shorts and top and took medicine and than we sat on bed just silently till i said i know you stared that women at ghat. He said she was looking sexy and i couldnt control myself and he just removed his dick out and said This gets on at wierd place's see even seeing you its hard. I said you need to control it becuase its not appropriate doing this in public.

He agreed and he went at the window and than told me to come near him, i stood near him and his hand grabs my ass and he says I want to fuck you once. I said what are you talking about, he just hugged me and i have loved him but his erection had made me think too. I convinced him that we arent meant to do this but lets touch eachother and just finish it till it. We lied down removing our clothes and firstly we hugged naked for so long and in that cold atmosphere it felt amazing. Than i jerked him off while he fingered me and we slet that night.

But the next days were becoming harder as we strated doing it in afternoon and after few times seeing ourselves in broadlight we couldn't control more and just started having sx.

That whole last week, trip was around 10 days, we fucked like maniacs, but had to control moaning and other sounds as parents room were adjacent but feeling that without condoms was ❤️‍🔥 (but I had to make sure he didnt come in me.) But when we were leaving I gave him a last tight hug and than we promised to end this relation here and be normal cousins to which he agreed and as of now its been months we have moved on and that topic never came to life