[F4M] I just want a man who is old enough to be my father to impregnate me

I think alot about how people would react if they knew, the kinds of thoughts i have about older men. About how i wish i would have given my virginity to someone much older than me and how i fantasize about being taught all about sex under the pretense of it just being innocent teaching and not being taught to do all the dirty things women his age would straight out refuse.

I might try to say no but you know exactly where to press to make sure i cant. That i might be ashamed about our dirty secret but if you just tease me right ill be a good obedient girl for you.

It began innocently, but slowly and exactly as you want i begin to accept your authority. Innocent touches have been trained into me, what seemed like gentle care has turned into making sure i know my place.

You could be an old teacher of mine, someone ive known for a long time that none would suspect.

Deep down the thought of being impregnated by a man old enough to be my father with a margin gives me goosebumps.

That despite me saying i hate it, i still blush and tingle when you whisper dirty things to me. That id never be able to live with the shame if any of the women your age knew the things ive done to please you. That you turn me into a mess in the morning and leave me aching all day despite how embarrassing it is.

If they knew that its not even a competition because ill do all the things they would look away from with disgust and that its getting harder and harder to say no after having spent another night unable to sleep with a burning ache for more of the dirty satisfaction...

Limits are, toiletplay

I really love to play on this being a secret, so if you go for revealing it that kinda doesnt work...