Actually going crazy and then remembering im off of a calm 250 mg of DPH

I decided to take ten Benadryl's yesterday and then got high as shit with my friends. i was sitting on a couch with my hands up to my face looking left to right at my friends and then one of them said sum shit like are you okay and then i realized i was straight up tweaking. all of my thoughts were very paranoid and i thought my friends were acting. like i thought they were being paid by the government to try to manipulate me. Of course this was not the case i was tripping off of ten Benadryl's, but at the time it was like instead of saying shit out loud i would say it in my brain and just keep it there. i only spoke when i was like asked a question or something. But how i described it to myself yesterday was my head and thoughts were "Extremely Internally Monologed". Yeah i dont know why i even do this shit it makes me go INSANE, and i told my firends sorry if im acting Odd "Im off of ten benadryl's" and they were like what the hell?! i dont know this shits very weird 😛