21 [m4a] virgin loser looking to be a good boy for a strict owner

Hello, i am looking for someone who makes me really worship and crave any girl. It can be an irl from you or me, or a celebrity. Make me do things to get to see her pictures. Censor them, just anything to make me crave her pictures more and more. Make it very clear that im a loser. Humiliate me, while owning every little bit of action my little dick gets. Every orgasm, edge or even touch my dick gets is completely up to you. you also decide what i (am forced to) watch while doing this. I prefer longgterm

Limits are public, face pics, spending money, blood, scat and extreme torture etc.

Kinks are serving my owner, orgasm control and humiliation but im open to (being forced to) other kinks

I have no toys except basic household items, girl clothes and the pictures from her