Dating is just so difficult, I just wish it just ends with me dying

You date someone, you kinda like her, then boop she ghosts you. Nevermind, then you find another girl, also good. Also ghosts you. You block her too. Rinse and repeat. I can't take it anymore. I think I am not as attractive as I think I am. I dress good, nice haircut. But appearently that's not enough. Maybe it must be my height. World is truly cruel and difficult place. Because of something you can't change, you are unlovable. I've been rejected like, probably 200 times at 2025? I am not exaggerating. I date a lot, but they don't go anywhere.