Day 20!

Today I gave away all my weed and threw out my pipes. My buddy was super happy to have it and I feel relieved to have none in the house for the first time in 8 years.

The withdrawals were so bad I never want to smoke again. I also have asthma so coughing up black stuff is extra bad. I still have issues with being shaky, sweaty, and not sleeping but it is all improving.

I let the green rule my life. Decided to never travel, had to be home by 5 everyday to smoke or start withdrawing. Now I feel free to do what I want when I want to do it. I was not even using that much (a bowl and a half a day) but it was enough to get diagnosed with cannabis use disorder. That means I can’t touch the stuff again. I also need to get a job soon so not being afraid of a drug test will be much needed.

I have learned a lot from my withdrawals as I had no idea how bad it would be. Had no idea I was addicted. Time for new healthy habits.