I been through many adventures... made many memories with the one I close to.... and yet.. I always asking myself this... everyday...

If I wasn't here... Neo.. wouldn't ever got herself... almost killed that day.... those demon.. still targeting me down... and if I keep... doing this... I will.. become endangered to anyone around me... and those demon become.. stronger.. and stronger and they started to appear.. everywhere... either that.. or I grown too weak... or too soft... 

I always... thought of... leaving this place... for the sake of Neo safety.... or for anyone if that matter... then again... I am sure people wont notice it.. every restless night... I always... hunt those demon... in the forest.. but they.. slowly approaching the tracen... and I always try my best to.. destroy every single one of them...

"Emotion is the sign of weakness. No used to combat. No used to conquered. We control and conquered through many means.. necessarily.. thats.. is what our creator wanted and you.. are nothing but fail puppet..."

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Sometimes.. I wonder.. if my brother.. word were true... about everything... and all of this.... is.. useless...?

Am I... even worthy.. of having this..? Am I Just.. endangered Neo... the longer I stayed here...?