Any chance of reconciliation

So where do I start? We dated for two years and then we got engaged set a marriage date that got canceled because my parents intervened and basically I was choose between her and them and in a way I felt like I was forced to choose them. She still forgave me then come February 2 months later I cancel last minute due to my parents intervention again and I am beating myself up over it every day we still talk, but she she has told me that she wants to move on. I regret my decision every day because I realize after losing her that I should’ve chose her cause my parents are so toxic and I kept going into that cycle and I broke free after we broke up which has felt like salt in the wound and I’m just trying to grasp to the fact that I blew it. Is there any way to cope with this I am going to therapy and I’m starting to go back to the gym with a trainer, but I figured I would just see what the online world said.