42 [M4F] - Creampie, age gap, breeding kink

Something just comes over me and I can't think logically or rationally sometimes. Let me explain. Logically and rationally I know meeting up with someone who shares my breeding kink isn't wise because I already know what will happen. Yet at the same time I'm only attracted to someone who shares my breeding kink and is completely and totally off birth control. My only exception to that is the girl who takes it intermittently because she likes the thrill of possibly getting bred.

And I know if we start talking we'll both logically and rationally acknowledge that this is only a fantasy and yet at the same time we end up at your place or mine with the head of my cock sliding up and down the opening of your lips, throbbing to be fully inside. The condoms are right there but neither of us even think of them as I bury myself fully inside of you. We both know there's always pulling out... Right?

But then what really happens when two people like us get together? Do I actually pull out only to cum all over your pussy just to fuck the cum back inside of you? Do you feel my cock swell right while you are riding me and then lock your legs around me so there's no choice? Or do I just pin you into the corner of the couch with your feet over your head and pump you with a creampie without ever giving you a chance to pull away? If you get this then you're the girl I need.