I regret my marriage and kids

Title kinda dramatic but try, I married Penny because I thought she was neat. She likes books, polite and sweet and was the kind of person I would want to have around but after marriage it kinda became boring. I think I exhausted all of her dialogue and no longer feel anything. Feeling guilty thinking about divorce since Penny did nothing wrong and turning our kids into doves but I don’t want to hear about keeping our farm afloat in winter ever again.