For the first time in 5.5 months

I took a selfie with my baby and I saw myself again. <3

Between grieving my husband and postpartum grief I don’t see myself when I look in the mirror. I often don’t know who she is.

But last night, while laughing and playing with my baby, while my husband “sat” on the couch nearby, I felt a glimmer of Me.

I needed to gush. I feel for all you out there. I’m sending love