You were perfectly fine and then..

You were just going to work but you got into an accident. You just wanted a tummy tuck like everyone else but your nurse overdosed your pain meds and you died. You were just working like any other day and you had a brain aneurysm. Your son was just playing another basketball game but this time he collapsed on the court. You were just sleeping like you always do but this time your house catches on fire. You were just grocery shopping but today someone decides to rob the store at gun point. You don't smoke, don't drink, you eat healthy and exercise but here you are with cancer. You were just enjoying a good meal at a fancy restaurant but this time you get fatal food poisoning.

1000 ways to die and way too many of them are spontaneous. No warning. Just here today gone today. 1000 ways to die and only one way to live. And even if you are alive if your physical or mental state are too scorched you aren't even fully living. But if you die, you are fully dead. The irony.

For me Being told life is short doesn't make me appreciate it more, it makes me feel like why bother. Hey have the time of my life until the stars and planets align in agreement with me no longer existing. For me to go from being referred to as "she" to "the body". For the pain of me no longer being here to still linger in the hearts and minds of those who remain. This thing called life is sick. The uncertainty of the good, the certainty of the bad. Gotta work for the good, do absolutely nothing for the bad. Free will isn't free. It comes at the cost of others having it as well, with the ability to distort yours.

Rant over.