To the one who can't pick up the phone

Hey J, I need you around. I've never wanted somebody so much and you can't even pick up a phone. Glad youve cared so much about me. I see your true colors and youre just a mean person and i'm sorry you hurt so much inside, but that's not my fault. All I want is to love you and you show me zero reciprocation as you always have. I had to wait to sleep with you for 3 and half months. You don't know what youre talking about. You will continue to lie and lie about everyone or try to bring people down to your level. Six months ive waited to talk to you and nothing. You show me you are not capable of real love. I want to work things out and willing to do whatever it takes and you can't even pick up the phone. Do you understand how shitty that is...you said you loved me, but you can talk to anyone and everyone other than me. Go have your fun. If you wanted love youd have reached out. Aparently you want disillusion, lies and thes streets. All i ever did was take care of you and you can't offer an ounce of support or understanding. I can't wait till you grow up and actually see what youre doing. I wear my heart on my sleeve, I ask the simple gesture of reaching out, but all you want is to fuck around and play games. How am i supposed to be there for you and i like this. Silly