I will let everything be and unfold into what it will be.

I am a med student struggling 100%. Kahit anong banat ko sa pag-aral, parang kulang pa rin ako sa quizzes and exams. I study and study and study, but 75 lang nakukuha kong grades. I don't even want to hear "atleast pasado" because I know the time I spend for studying should account for higher grades. Baka pangit lang test-taking skills ko, or limot talaga ako always, basta endpoint ay kasalanan ko rin naman to.

At dahil pagod na ako, hindi na ako mag aaral ever. Hindi na ako mag eeffort mag review. Kung ano natutunan ko sa class, yun na yon. Kung ano discussion, yun na panlaban ko sa quizzes and exams. No more additional studies outside of class.

If I pass, patuloy ang laban at ibabalik ang effort. If I fail, atleast I spent the day for myself - as in for myself.

Feel free to chime in ur thoughts, may it be advice or whatever. Will be happy reading them.