f, lonely and sad, need someone to talk to

hi, remaking the post, i am f from russia, i dont want to talk to any russian, or indian, sorry for this "discrimination" but i had bad experiences. this said, i love videogames, animes and manga, i also like to talk in english to practice. i am not too much extrovert, more introvert than anything and pretty difficult to talk to sometimes (sorry). i am also most of the times sad and i just want a friend to talk to, and talk to. I will only add on telegram, because everything else is too hard for me since i am russian and everything is blocked.