[M4F] A story about a man who was born with an unusual manhood. The whole world looks at him as if he was a circus freak. Would he be able to find love and companionship despite his equipment? Or will he only be able to sate his desires through darker methods?

Hello! I hope you have a wonderful day!

The following scenario might be really weird and probably not a lot of people would be interested in it, but I just had this idea brewing in my mind for a while, because I was inspired by an interesting picture, so I just had to write it down and see whether there would be anyone, who would find interest in such setting.

I had this idea, that my character would be born by some kind of medical reason with a horse cock. I am not talking about him having a horse sized dong. He would be still human sized, as I mean what I have said in a more literal sense. A slab of horse meat with syrupy precum, and sizable ejaculation. It might even look a little bit grotesk to have a horse cock attached to a man. The doctors despite their efforts could not find anything wrong with him despite all of the tests they have run on him, and they just chalked it up as a weird genetic defect, albeit a very unusual one.

Generally speaking he lived his life without any kind of serious complications, but finding love and be in a relationship proved to be not an easy task with such baggage. As for how his personality is? He might still be a virgin, but he is not a loser or stuttering nerd, although he might prefer indoor activities compared to being out in a crowd. Even though he has such a trauma and insecurity about the shape of his penis, which caused him to have a really hard time ever being in a serious relationship. Oh trust me, he tried to go out and date, but when the time came to take off his pants and be intimate with a woman, his partners suddenly politely shot him down and gave him reasons why they suddenly just had to leave. Sometimes the woman even blocked him after a few minutes of her hasty exit. He yearns for intimacy and craves sexual satisfaction as his balls are churning with so much fertile seed like a stallion in heat.

In his desperation he even thought of taking advantage of a heavily drunk or drugged girl. He was too much of a coward to be the one making her drunk or drugging her, but he would certainly try take advantage of the situation. Trying to comfort himself with the thoughts, that she would not remember it probably. But in the end even after seeing her wet and alluring pink slit, he decided against to hurt, violate and traumatize her in such way. Although he could not keep his desires contained fully as he just really needed to get off. In the end he decided to just jizz on her face. It was such an exhilarating and insane sight to see her face completely hidden beneath a thick layer of his pearly white semen. How her hair and whole head was utterly drenched in his ejaculation. That sight forever seared into his brain and it ignited all of his hidden desires. He vowed to try to seal his beastly desires in his heart, because he truly did not wanted to hurt anyone. What happened to the girl after he had done such thing to her? He does not know, but he shudders to think about how awful it must have been to awake to it. He did not clean her up, because his dark desires wanted all of his sperm to dry on her face, hair and head.

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This is just a single idea about what kind of scenario we could play out. A hypothetical situation of how I would imagine things could go down. His unique situation caused him to be depressed and moody. It was understandable as he was a social outcast and pariah. Although most of his life he could easily hide the equipment he was born with, once he tried to date a girl, his secret was exposed. The news spread like a wildfire and the very few remaining friends he had started to distance themselves from him. His mother did not know how to help him out, but being scooped up in his room and not interacting with his peers was surely not healthy for him. She just wanted to help him to find his footing. With a heavy heart she decided to send him to his Aunt's farm. Maybe a change of scenery and an escape from the bustling city maybe will help him sort out of his feelings.

While helping out with the animals improved his mood, a sudden and inescapable thought kept popping up in his head. If there is no woman out there who want to be together with him, because of his horse cock, maybe he should look for a non-human partner? It did not take long for him to act upon such sinful idea. Someone would see and catch him in the act as he would get to know intimately a mare as he would desperately try to mate with it. He would be so absorbed in the act, that he would not notice a third party watching him do it. Who would see and witness his desperate act of carnal pleasure? The local nun? A girl who works as a part-time farmhand? Maybe his own Aunt? His cousin? A goth girl from the local rehab centre? Whoever ends up witnessing his desires laid bare, she would decide to help him out. To show him, that he is indeed compatible with human woman, to show him to not give up and maybe, just maybe something might blossom between them.

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No matter what kind of setting and story we end up creating around my idea. Your character is yours to create. There is no limit on how she can look like, her background, her story, or her race. Given the whole foundation rests on quite an insane idea, she can be any kind of race. White girl, a redhead with freckles, blonde, a monster girl, demi-human, furry, or whatever characteristic you desire, but it is a modern day setting, keep that in mind. While my preferences would be more aligned with an Asian or Black girl, that is not a hard requirement and more like a little bit of personal preference so a little bit of tasteful light raceplay could also be part of story. I know it is an unusual request but personally I would prefer if the female character would be older. Whether it is by a single year or decades, it depends on what kind of woman you wish to play as, but if you have a cool fitting character to my insane idea, her age is the least of my concern. I just generally love older woman, but no need to cater to all of my tastes as even the base idea probably would not gather a huge interest.

I would like her to be an interesting character. Maybe someway she is broken so they would fit together. While her problem might not be similar to his, she might struggle with different kinds of past traumas. I would love to mix wholesome elements with dark and depressing story moments and background. Intimate lovemaking with utterly sinful, kinky and shameless desires. They more complex her character, the more layer is there to peel off to understand her on a deeper level, I think the better the roleplay would be. I mean, she would certainly needs to be a little bit odd, weirdo, pariah, outcast or whatever label we can think of, in order for her to find the idea of having sex with a guy like him even remotely acceptably in her mind.

This relationship would have its fair share of difficulties, as I especially would love the idea of some way it would be tough for her at first to take him and she would be a little bit overwhelmed by the amount of semen he ejaculates. But with time and effort she could slowly accommodate him more and more. Not even talking about his cock's unique shape and size, which could leave to cock protrusions, cumflation or even stomach deformation if you are into that kind of kinks. But even through all strife, they might just manage to eke out a proper relationship that is able to comfort both of them. They might just be able to give each other what the other one yearning for and seek out each other to soothe their aching hearts and sexual needs in this bleak world.

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As for kinks: The only non-negotiable kinks are the horse cock he has and his virile big cumloads. It does not have to be insane amounts of cum, but I would want him to be able ejaculate much more than a normal guy would be able. Everything else? Just ask me about it, but I would probably say yes to almost everything. Everything depends on the setting and what kind of characters will we create for it. But while I enjoy nice and tender moments, I would prefer if the action would involve as many interesting kinks as possible. My only hard limits are scat, hard femdom and pegging.

Even if our time zones are far apart, as long you are willing to have a serious talk with me and not afraid to share your own ideas, as I don't want to just jump straight into the action, and would gladly take as long as we need it to set up things to see if we are on the same wavelength. I am looking for someone who can write a solid 2-3 paragraphs in third person past tense. Who is willing to talk extensively and brainstorm about my proposed setting, so we could bounce ideas back and forth and create an interesting story, that would work for both of us. I don't want to eat up all of your free time, so all I ask is just a little bit effort on your part. I don't want to turn this into a second job or obligation. If you are interested in this roleplay, or you just wish to have a fun conversation about it. or if you have fun ideas to chat about, that could fit into this scenario. Please feel free to share your thoughts with me, I am interested to hear how others view such proposal.