M51 F4M #UK - Looking for Amanda from Northern Ireland

Looking for someone I had a short success with here a while ago. I can't stop thinking about her but I can't remember her account name. I'm not sure why it had to end and you felt guilty about it but no-one is like you. I'm not angry. We will always have Marks & Spencer's and those whispered messages. It has been some months now. This is a long shot but looking for Amanda. It was the best and most intense time and I want it back.