Finished watching the movie for the first time and I loved it

Although I might have a few questions abou the ending, specifically if it showed an alternative reality where a good ending happened, I think this might be up there with one of my favorite anime movies of all time. Hell, one of my favorite movies period. I was absolutely stunned with how beautiful everything in this movie is, it is actually insane. I did not expect it to become full on depressive near the ending though. That was definitely a surprise.