Manifested him back but not how I want?? What do I do here 😭

Hi everyone. I just made a post a few hours ago explaining the backstory of what went down, but to make a long story short, my SP blocked me, then came back the same night after I listened to SATS and motivation by I AM. The texts were as if nothing even happened.

then, I woke up the next morning and he called me. it was nice at first, I was excited to hear his voice. but he was saying he just wanted to make sure I wasn’t dead.. (weird bc he blocked me which stopped my location from being shared so idek) . anyways, on the call, I brought up seeing him again and he said “you should have thought about that.” (context- I regretfully made a poor decision in the past and we broke up). I ended the call by establishing I’m not giving up and I know I will make this work.

so anyways what the heck do I do here? if he reaches out again do I answer? Do I just ignore it and keep working on my self concept? i know I’m doing something right, just not sure what the next best steps are…

any help would be GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!!

Thank you.