Acceptance

I don't know how to let go of you. It's not even fair of me to ask you to wait for me anymore. It's just that the heartbreak is constant. And i don't know how to cure it and if I will be able to. I should not be selfish, i know our time might have run out and you deserve to be happy where you are. I haven't been fair to you, you haven't either. But maybe it's best to just say goodbye, even though I know it's not the right thing to do for me. I know you can't do this anymore. I know you tried. And i don't know if things can be repaired. I just feel like a shell of a person without you. I wish things were different, everything seems bleak. And i wish i could put a bandaid over it. But the maybe it's just time to accept the sadness and move on. Thank you for the memories and everything you've shown me despite what happened towards the end. I wish we could part ways on a good note. I don't want to give you up but I have to. I just wish it was not this way. We kept hurting each other, you deserve better than me. I hope the best for you and a lifetime of happiness. I just wish i had another chance but i would have probably ruined it too. I'm sorry for what i turned into with you. And I forgive you for how you broke my heart in the end..Take care