Does anyone else see being a femboy as an alter ego?

Me personally, i present myself quite masculine irl and I do enjoy wearing masculine clothes in college and stuff. But I also think feminine clothes are really cute and presenting myself more feminine with shaving and makeup looks really fun but only really in private. Does anyone else have this?

Even now without any fem clothes, I enjoy taking pics with more feminine mannerisms and posture, having a more “femboy name” and trying to speak w a more feminine voice. Just wondering if its commom to have a different mindset and thinking in “masculine mode” and “femboy mode”?? :3