28 [f4m] nyc it’s not cheating if we’re just talking right?

i love my bf but his version of rough is just a more bendy version of missionary. i miss being choked, slapped, manhandled, facefucked and just like ACTUAL rough sex. i’ve talked to him about it but he says he feels uncomfortable doing anything like that and it’s kinda sorta starting to drive me insane. i miss all the fun dirty kinky stuff i used to do before i met him. i miss having those like out of body experiences and disassociations in the best ways possible when guys are tossing me around

anyways now that that quick lil rant is out of my head hi, i’m almost 5’ tall, blonde, and definitely not into sending pics so don’t ask. just interested in talking