Please deinfluence me from my dream venue

What did you feel after booking your venue and church? Are you excited or did you second guess your choice?

For context: I fell in love with the venue 1 but opt out kasi malayo. OOTF will kill our budget but yun yung dream venue. The place itself is cheap. Super pretty. It just that yung date will fall on a sunday but free naman yung chapel. Hassel din yung chapel kasi you need to provide everything daming bawal. Sa venue naman when it comes to accom, may 2 house siya basically mahihiwalay yung accom ng relatives and friends but on the same property. Hope that makes sense. Minimal to no styling needed.

Option 2: Convenient typical hall. Not much open space. But over all affordable and good choice. I like the church here kasi di hassel. Nice venue but needs a bit of styling. Con is yung accom will be a mix of friends and relatives. Day wedding pala ito.

I also like after parties and feel more comfy hanging out with friends.

The thing is I really love venue 1 and can't let go. Magdodown na sana kami kaso yung sat date di available. Sunday na lang and ayoko mahirapan yung guests. Dito ko naenvision yung kasal ko. How our day will be. Made me fall in love with getting married. Not sure why super hang up ako sa place.

Also, we already made a downpayment sa venue, church, and caterer. We were rushing to book both venue and caterer kasi nag-iincrease sila ng price especially with fuel going up.

Help me let go of venue 1. I hate yung feeling na di ako masaya. It is really weighing me down and nahihiya ako ishare sa fiance ko. Although, alam naman niya but I dont want na pag-usapan pa namin kasi it doesnt make sense. I belive we made the right choice choosing option 2 but I dont feel happy. Ilang araw na ako naiiyak.

Naramdaman niyo din ba ito? What will you do?

Pls dont screenshot this post. Super torn ako. Help your girl out pls. Thank you