I am the only one who doesn't like eating with my family

I'm currently a first year college students and since i was very young i always hated eating with family members especially with my dad, whenever he calls us for dinner he sometimes starts screaming and shouting when one of my siblings is asleep or when we're doing something like doing our assignments or playing games.

When my parents took a weekend trip to vietmam, our grandparents(from my mother's side) visited and boy it feels like im at peace when im eating, no shouting, no arguments, just eating together like a normal family, sometimes i eat at different times and my grandparents are ok with it even when i was in elementary i used to visit my grandparents and we eat at different times since the table was small and only fits 3 people(i have aunts and uncles living with them) but at least it felt peaceful to eat with them.

Sometimes i like to eat alone but not in public, maybe in an internet cafe or in my room, ayoko nung makikita ko sarili ko sa fb na may caption na "ang lungkot naman ng batang ito" or kung ano magiging caption nun.