Desire for playing Red Dead Redemption 2

During my boards exam, my mom promised me to upgrade my current PC to a better one if i score 100 in my Computer Science exam. However I stuck at 99 and I didn't get my PC.

I really wanted to play RDR2. Red Dead Redemption 1,2 are my favorite games. I am having cravings for playing RDR2. The story, the gameplay, the character development, the graphics, everything is perfect. I cannot hold my craving anymore. My father told me that I could have my PC upgrade after class 12. So ive waited 1 yr and ive to wait another year but it is really hard to control myself. Everywhere i scroll, i see edits of RDR2.

My current pc has become 12 yrs old and it cannot handle RDR2. Im playing RDR1 rn with an avg of 30fps.

Just for 1 mark, my dream of playing RDR2 got delayed and im really suffering from it.