I hate hate hate miserable covert narcissists

The type of people to mirror you just so they can get close to you, get you to trust them, learn all your triggers, then trigger-bait the fuck out of you, “Whattt??? You’re literally a mentally ill unreasonable piece of shit, oh wait you’re actually doing better, you seem healthier, let me VERY INTENTIONALLY recreate your trauma bar for bar and prove to everyone how unhealed and crazy you are”

These ugly miserable pigs have been taking up too much space in my head. I’ve wasted so much time questioning myself, considering THEIR FUCKING FEELINGS

how can i make myself MORE CONVENIENT FOR YOU

omfg I swear it feels like if I were to die it wouldn’t mean anything to these “people” they would just scroll through their contacts for another scapegoat to shit on.

I’m so blessed to finally see that these people are NOTHINGGGGGGGGG. all the years that i’ve been hurt by the projected BULLSHIT onto me and my family, just so they can cover up how WEAK AND SMALL they really are. they have no vision, no taste, no accountability, no faith, no love, no humor, no respect, no camaraderie, no empathy, and I’m supposed to be taking notes from them???? they have it all figured out and i’m a fuck up?????? LMAO

thank you god 🙏 that i’m nothing like these people.

i’ve been in freeze response for so long, this rage feels so raw and good i just needed to express it somewhere