What am I ? I am confused

So I am 25(M). I like girls , never had girlfriend ( got no rizz) but I like to get off to trans porn , sometimes I feel I am a sub not dominant. Yet I don't like guys so not bi , because I just don't like guys or gay porn. Technically I like pegging , trans or lesbian porn. I would admit that it's been a while since I have even watched straight porn. Sometimes I also feel I would like to transition or crossdress but only when I am horny not normally in day to day life.

So I am just astoundingly confused

Help out please!!