[M4F] The Love of an Older Sister

I love the idea of seeking love and comfort in a place that has been earmarked as secure and unconditional from childhood. Sexual love is most powerful when it's framed and shaped by a powerful, passionate romance, and a sibling romance, a sibling relationship, feels so safe, so complete, that I just love it. The taboo nature of it makes it incredibly hot, but that's only half the appeal.

I'm looking for someone to roleplay my older sister, and really play her. I'm not looking for a monotonous, unspontaneous by-the-numbers "roleplay" where each move is meant to lead towards sex. I want to play out over text the highs and the lows, the laughter and the tears, the chastest love to the lewdest sex, that a real incestuous relationship would include. I want us to feel like siblings.

I don't want this to be illogical or take narrative shortcuts. Incest is hard to stomach for normal people. Imagine how you would get yourself and your son to stomach it. I'd like the conversation to be slow-paced and realistic, without any leaps in logic or momentum. A romantic incest relationship doesn't just happen all of a sudden. It has to be keyed up, tightened, before it can be let loose.

Here’s some more information, for your perusal.

PoV: First or third

Length: Medium to literate

Duration: Long-term

Smut ratio: 60 story : 40 smut

Kinks: anal (everything, giving and receiving), incest (mom/son, older sister/younger brother, aunt/nephew), older women, romance, cuddling, face sitting, shower sex, sloppy kissing, sweaty sex, dirty talk, pregnancy/risk, inbreeding, watersports and scat. (I quite enjoy scat, romantic and sensuous scat - not used as punishment or to degrade - so if you're into that, we'll get along splendidly.) Limits: noncon (dubcon, cnc), gore

I am 18+ and all participants and characters must be 18+.