idk who else to tell, so i’m posting here

i need to let this out or else i’ll lose my fucking mind. if may nabasa na kayo na post ko before u’ll probably know i’m a kpop fan (carat to be exact). recently lang ako nag decide to focus sa isang group but i’m a multi stan talaga. txt, the boyz, enhypen, oneus you name it. yung news about heeseung shocked me to the core. nag flashback lahat ng iyak ko sa i-land (yes predebut eggie here). at first, na shock lang ako i didn’t expect na it would hit me like this. i’ve been crying since pagkauwi ko ng work. talagang i can’t wrap my head around it because wth was that? sobra sobra akong nasasaktan because of the news, i can’t help it. sinubaybayan ko sila since i-land although when they debuted nawalan ng sparks after idk which comeback. pero mga teeeeeh!!! ang sakit sakit ng puso ko!! nagsisi ako na di ako nanonood ng first concert nila here sa philippines kahit capable naman ako non😭

sorry guys wala lang talaga akong engene na friend na makakadamay sakin hahahsha taena kasalanan ‘to ni bbm eh