Akashic records meditation: how to tell difference between Akashic info and illusions.

In past few weeks I been trying this. It’s more like I’m feeling I’m lost regarding a post-breakup situation and struggling to see when / how is best to reach out. They are very spiritual themselves.

My first experience with akashic records was around 6 months ago in a YouTube guided meditation which I thought I fell asleep. But then when asked by the video to ask out what’s the lesson we need to learn, I got this incredible ‘loud’ thought just beam into my head that I actually woke up.

This week I heard about Joe Treacy videos so I gave it a try. Helping me are a scented candle and white sage, and holding some crystals. I know I went into trance but I’ll get sent out of trance again by my environmental noises.

In those cases I know I am not in a trance, just relaxed, I still follow the video instructions and did the visualisation.

Now I know I’m not in a trance but also I do not know if it’s just my imagination and my human heart desire for an answer? I wanted to see my past life with her and what’s the best way to reach out to her.

I’m lost.