Looking back at my young life as a woman

I am 27 y.o. now and looking back, I realized all those long game of waiting and laying lows were worth it. Right now i can breath, laugh, and live. It took me about 10 years to be able to financially, mentally and physically be free. In my 23rd y.o, I am able to get my dreams. Here are the list of my dreams when I was young that I am able to achieve:

1. Able to feel breezes sweep my hair and neck

2. Bathing in sea

3. Swimming in regular swimwear

4. Able to drive large cars

5. Able to wear makeup

6. Able to wear my desired haircut

7. Able to masturbate safely

8. Able to buy stuff that I want

9. Able to visit various countries

10. Have my own money, job, and my own space

11. Able to make friends from different backgrounds

12. Able to not feel guilty of sin for any inconveniences

13. Able to wear shorts at home

14. Able to decide if i want to get married or not to by my own choice

15. Not doing any religious activities and forced to

And many more

These dreams sounds silly, but they are what i was longing for. I just want to give you guys hope that someday, these “trivial” list will be able to be achieved. No matter how hard they try to silence and control us, they can’t shackle our mind. Lay low and grind in silence, your hard work will be rewarded. Cheers