I’m so tired of everything

Araw araw pagod sa commute. 4 hours of sleep. Pahinga na lang sana yung gagawin sa bahay pero may mga responsibilidad pa rin. Failed grades. Irregular student. Walang pera. I think I’m the dumbest in the room and everyone is better than me. Lost a loved one and nagkaroon pa ng family problems in return. My happy crush will never like me back. I’m unlovable. My heart feels heavy before I go to sleep. I only have few friends, so grateful for them, but still I feel so alone. I feel left behind.

Lahat ng bagay iniisip ko and I hate it.