Taking med without doc approval

Hi yall! I’m in a steady rapid decline this week after stopping rinvoq on the same day of my first Omvoh infusion on Feb 18 (2.5 weeks ago). I am on budesonide foam but nothing is helping.

I’m rapidly declining and I’m about to just jump back on the rinvoq. I know I probably shouldn’t but I can’t stand this and my doc isn’t answering me. I tried to ask them to bridge me originally but they wanted to try it this way which I totally get and respect but it’s jus r not working.

I only stopped the rinvoq for potentially family planning so I was totally fine on rinvoq beforex

What should I doooo 😭😭😭I know this is a big no no and bad behavior but I’m desperate. I’ve started a new job I’ve been dying for and I’m afraid I’m goin to lose it if I can’t work