When I got surrounded by petite married ladies

This happened when I was 20 and was travelling to the posh area of city during office hours. I had some work to do and got on in an AC bus , wasn't aware of rush and crowdedness then.

Once I reached and doors closed I was surrounded by 3-4 married women in their late 20s and 30s. Now Idk about others but I am a very sensitive person and even some woman gets this close my body sends automatic urges and goosebumps as if I am touched , maybe its bcz of my psychology and all awkwardness and shyness.

But I did love the accidental touch and push I got due to movements and these small ac buses got more of these. A part of me wanted to get squeezed and my skin to be felt of the mangalsutra and jewellery. I maybe even exchanged a few words with one or two I guess.

Needless to say I am respectful of consent and in general everyone and would never touch anyone without permission (I do have fantasies to grope with consent if possible at public place and exhibition) but I wont have complained if some of them tried to grope and touch me thats me , I know thats wrong but I wont have mind it on my body at that time.