wtf is wrong with me actually

Have had a normal mri, eeg, Ct scan, blood work. And on top of that had a full in depth neuropsychological testing session over 5 hours today and I didn’t have impairment in a single category, actually did extremely well over average in a couple categories. What the fuck is wrong with me. How could this be possible yet i literally can’t watch tv shows or play video games anymore? I can’t remember what time I woke up today or anything I did yesterday? Am I crazy or is brain fog just undetectable from a medical standpoint? It’s been 5 years, I don’t want to live like this anymore.