Update on my journey to lobotomize myself with seroquel.

I'm currently taking 150mg of Seroquel a day. I asked my shrink for 500mg but he said that I would need to be diagnosed with schizophrenia to receive such a dosage. I am eating more than I have ever eaten in my life. I am 5'11'' and weigh 156 pounds as of this morning. I hope to gain a lot of weight so that I won't be drafted in the Iran war.

Reading is more difficult. Writing is more difficult. Verbal communication in general is more difficult. My sex drive has declined, which is okay with me.

I eat so much food now. I am going to become obese if I remain on this prescription. It activates a hunger in my being that I have never known before. I used to be ascetic with food, not to the extent of an eating disorder, but such that I looked down on gluttony. I am a glutton now.

With luck, I'll become a fat lobotomite. I am going to eat a pound of pasta for breakfast.