Living Day mirror

     I read a story about a man who was building a shared dream with his partner. They had two beautiful young kids with nothing short of love. They had their ups and downs their challenges some harder than others some more unique than others. Going through the trials and tribulations that make up life. While the man was a sole proprietor for the decade-long relationship. He knew nothing about the family he thought he married into.


  The Brady bunch don't exist, but this family was like nothing he had never seen. After some divine intervention and many years of struggling and wondering why his partner was what seems like intentionally dooming their relationship and covenant. 


The truth began to unveil itself. Things so bad that, if you would have asked him prior he would have bet against it and been so mistakenly wrong. Even after having to watch his partner go out on him many times let alone the times he was at work. Not knowing his partner had already checked out of their relationship and was plotting and planning to persecute him and burn him at the stake. While he was trying to provide a sense of security and living for his family, the partner was liquidating all there was provided. 


  He had noticed regression and looked past many things that he definitely shouldn't have for the better good of his children and the family as a whole. He saw a vision and even justified her actions due to past childhood trauma and being sheltered by narcissistic father who had already robbed him and his family from a sense of security and overstepping boundaries. From sticking Verizon vehicle monitors on their vehicles to showing up at random locations that seemed more than coincidence yet never knowing their deception. 



   See the father-in-law was once this man's best friend and mentor even though he had never valued him anything such. See the husband was a threat to the father-in-law, why? Because the husband was a true seeker in developed leader from being once a yes man. When yes man stopped, he became a threat because he couldn't be coerced to go along with the narrative or nefarious agenda. 



 The husband was a threat because he was a risk to expose the father-in-law and his deep dark secrets. So the father-in-law began to brigade of never-ending attacks over countless years of the husband's adult life. Hindsight maybe 20/20 and everything starting to make sense just a little more with not much to go on. 


  They have been 223 days, 223 letters to his daughters that he's not even allowed to give. In hopes that when they do one day come and ask where was I can at least show them the state of mind that I was in digging for mercy and resolve from The worse than imaginable daily torture of losing his kids voices, missing on fundamental development, memories, and countless irreplaceable moments he'll never get back. 

Because The husband thought that the spouse wanted to do good wanted to be a good wife but Little did he know he was the very tool he joked about being. A mechanism only measured by the amount it can give. Once The resource dried up, it was time to dispose in the waste bin. Dried up for many value and deemed not worth a fix.


     It was time to gaslight and let the burn campaign set its course for the precedent narrative to lead the way in a falsely divine intervention. Thank God, he was watching because the Lord knows husband wasn't. Quite oblivious to the men who roamed around his house while he was at work.


    With a vow from his spouse never to speak a word to him again he didn't have much to go on other than hunches and doing his own background work. Robbed of so many truths that are probably too hard to hear. More and more people come forward with their testimony of said in love. The husband unknowingly disturbed the plan through what's probably more than coincidence. Unfortunately for him he lives in a world where the first word matters, not the right word. 


    The husband does not bother with the daily slander in defamation of the last name she took behold. His only true concern is to the loved ones he failed to keep safe time and time again while only trying to do the right thing with his emotions aside only to come up short and labeled irredeemable. The destruction of everything he built for their dream laid in ruin as if it was a candy wrapper blowing in the wind. Nobody asked the obvious contradictory of the spouse who's accusing said actions of the husband. Nobody would bet and I to question the status quo. 


The husband didn't care about the slander because he knew who he was and did not seek validation from those jaded acute perspectives. Because he knew lies have no weight against the truth. The truth is the spouses avoidance of accountability outweighed the love for their kids.


   Only one or few know why or the real truth behind the meandering lies. Weaponizing the judicial system to Stonewall any attempt of reconciliation and geysing it as protection and healing is really just avoidance of accountability. The husband believes this trial and tribulation through God has brought him that knowing of unconditional love. Because even through continued daily mental torture withheld from his kids and slander of his character. Peace and Harmony and self-reflection of what brought him to this this unimaginable living day mirror. 

  

The only thing he can do is have a mustard seed of faith. He prays for his children safety and for God to soften all of the heart and hearts of this infinite plane. Silence isn't for healing, silence is for separation and destruction communication brings clarity and harmony and understanding. When we have to accept things that we don't want to hear that is our test, testing our boundaries, our patients. Seeing if we truly did receive the listen to be learned.

    He puts it in God's hands for his will be done. God please release my soul from this daily death, I want to go home. This world has chewed me up and spit me out. And I am too strong to let them turn me evil. I refuse to attack, while they drive selective scripture to their liking. God knows his heart and his intent. Thank you for this kind torture as I'm sure it's not over.